Thursday, May 26, 2011

All for Love





Oh, the things we do...
  to seek love; to prove we are worthy of love.


Oh, the things we never do....
  because we're afraid it won't be enough or that rejection might come in love's stead.



Heavenly Father,

You made us to love and be loved. 

Nothing feels as wonderful as being loved. 
We want to feel Your love through people and we want people to love as perfectly as you.
We'll do anything to earn that love and we'll do nothing when we fear that love won't be returned.

We want love to be a "sure" thing. 

We want love to affirm us and fill us. We want to be able to trust that it will not hurt us, never leave us, nor reject us. 

We want love to be a "safe" thing. 

But the only sure, safe thing is love "itself."
The only sure, safe thing, is: You.

Help us LORD to not seek, look for and expect heaven's perfected love in the earth below.
Rather inspire us to be vessels that hold such a glimpse of Your glory that it pours out and overflows to all the people around us...that they might know You.

For Your love is better than wine.
Your love saved the world.
Your love never fails.
Your love is all there is.... 
and all there is ...
is Your love.

Thank you that we don't have to earn Your love...You loved us first and while we were still sinners.
Thank you that Your love - that never fails - accepts us in the beloved and endures forever.

Your love Oh Lord 
Reaches to the heavens
Your faithfulness stretches to the sky
Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains
Your justice flows like the ocean's tide
I will lift my voice
To worship You, my King
I will find my strength
In the shadow of your wings 

Third Day, "Your Love Oh LORD"

In Your Son's Name We Pray,
Amen

Gina Higgins

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

A time to keep silence, And a time to speak Ecclesiastes 3:7


Which is it time for... in those moments a decision needs to be made?

Time to be silent?
Or time to speak?

At the wrong time, each can be costly.

Words sent forth from places unfamiliar with truth and love....can wound, hurt and hinder.

Words held back never reveal, never shed light, never give birth nor have a chance to alter circumstances.

Ironically we rush to fill silence with that which serves no one but ourselves; never giving utterance to the words that might change the course of lives. How easily we wield the weapon of our tongue to assert ourselves and our opinions yet we shrink back in giving voice to words that might speak to something "not our problem, not our business," and so we're "not gonna get involved."

Heavenly Father,
Give us Your heart, so that with our mouth we can speak a word in season to the weary. May our speech be profitable to the hearer...and when it is not, may we remain silent. Put a guard over our lips LORD that serves to remind us that only one kind of water comes forth from Your well....Living; life-giving. We ask forgiveness, LORD, for the times when from our hearts our mouths have spoken that which dishonored others and You. Please help us to meditate on the things that are "pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy," so that out of this overflow of our hearts, our mouths can speak. May we "wait" before we say things difficult to take back and may we not hesitate to speak when it will encourage, lift, reveal to heal, justify, testify and give glory to You.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Monday, May 9, 2011

TESTIMONY Abby Jack: "Medical Miracle"

My granddaughter Abby Jack received devastating injuries from a car wreck when she was 6 months old. May 5, 2011 she was the “Medical Miracle” honoree at University Hospital’s annual dinner of the same name. Many people at Oak Hills and across the world lifted her up constantly over a long period. She healed, body and mind.


The link is the video they played at the dinner. Grab a Kleenex and prepare to thank God for his faithfulness and grace.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGouqjOW4B0



Thanks for your prayers and your unflagging faith in Jesus Christ.
I hope you will share this testimony to God’s goodness with our prayer ministers, your friends and family.


Jim Toombs

San Antonio

Saturday, May 7, 2011

When Holidays Are Hard




For so many, Mother's Day and other holidays are hard.


Some are really tough for tragic reasons, some are trying due to relational difficulties and
some disappointing because of idealistic expectations.

What if instead of man's instituted and set holidays, we chose to celebrate as we were led by the Spirit and remembered our mother's, fathers, the new year, Jesus' birth, death and resurrection and all things praise worthy, all the time; each and every day?

Might that somehow alleviate the pressure, the sadness, the stress and the envy that are often associated with holidays?

What if the standard was raised to the place, where instead of just on one day out of the year, each and 
every day we chose to love one another, "where we were at?"  And whether in grief, remembrance, repentance or celebration, in everything, we gave thanks, honored one another and our Savior?

Might it put the focus back on God and His greatest commandment?

And you shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’This is the first commandment. And the second, like it, is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself. There is no other commandment greater than these.” 
Mark 12:30-31

Instead of a need for awkward apologies, a bumbling of inappropriate responses, or the pressure to be where we're "not," and the envy that others seem to "have" what we wish we had and and "be"where we wish we were...is it possible we might could actually:
 
REST in God knowing each tomorrow is: A day where He is at the center of the universe, His tender mercies are new and His promise remains: Never will I leave you nor forsake you.

Heavenly Father,
We bless those that struggle with holidays. We bless those that are grieving. We bless those having relational difficulties or any current circumstance that makes celebrating a holiday particularly hard.
We ask that You surround them with an extra amount of comfort and love, and that Your presence be with all those who need You most.
Give us an awareness and an extra sensitivity that will make us mindful that we are not all on the same page nor all running the same race.
What we celebrate most of all, LORD, is the holiness of You.  For You alone know the times, seasons and how to minister to our spirit, each and every day.
We thank you that like a mother, Your Holy Spirit knows how to kindly, lovingly and tender-heartedly nurture and comfort us.
We honor all mothers this Mother's Day and pray that each and every child and mother in need of comfort, love, affirmation, validation, affection, understanding, forgiveness, guidance, healing, redemption restoration, resurrection and power will know, that whether they have these things in their  earthly relationships or not -- they can always be found in You.
In Sorrow and in Joy - We PRAISE You.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Gina Higgins

Sunday, May 1, 2011

"Behold, I am Coming Quickly and My Reward is With Me..." Rev. 22:12



It has stood out to me lately that I have heard sirens, the cries of children and felt the wind.
I had a dream last night where my house turned around three times and slid down the hill -
while one slept peacefully. When I asked the LORD what it meant, I heard "I am moving your house."

Today, I felt the presence of an Angel behind me and experienced a breakthrough in my home that felt like it could only be God. And, literally and figuratively, I found what was lost and twice a door opened on it's own.

I share this because I feel so much of my small circumstances relate to all of our circumstances -- and our larger circumstance as a whole, in the body of Christ.

Prayer:
Heavenly Father,
Thank you that you hear before we ask and that the alarms in heaven sound way before the need arise.
Attune our ears to be increasingly sensitive to the cries of Your children so that we may intercede on their behalf that the power of Your Holy Spirit may be present, active, alive in their lives and comfort them.
As Your Spirit moves, though we don't always understand or know where it is going, increase our faith and our ability to trust that You have heard our every prayer and in the fullness of time will move us and our house, for Your glory.
A great and effective door You have opened to us -- let us be mindful of opportunities as they present.
Thank you for angels that guard, guide and give messages from heaven.
May our hearts not be troubled, for in Your house is many mansions, room enough for all, a place prepared for all -- that You may receive all. For when we believe, You do come and take us to where You are...so that we can see what You see.
Thank you that there is no end to Your mercy. As receivers of such a gift, may our own be as infinite.
May Your Glory Arise.
In Your Son's Blessed, Precious and Redeeming Name We Pray,
Amen


I will mention the lovingkindnesses of the LORD
And the praises of the LORD,
According to all that the LORD has bestowed on us,
And the great goodness toward the house of Israel,
Which He has bestowed on them according to His mercies,
According to the multitude of His lovingkindnesses.
Isaiah 63:7


Thus says the LORD:

“ As the new wine is found in the cluster,
And one says, ‘Do not destroy it,
For a blessing is in it,’
So will I do for My servants’ sake,
That I may not destroy them all.
I will bring forth descendants from Jacob,
And from Judah an heir of My mountains;
My elect shall inherit it,
And My servants shall dwell there.
Sharon shall be a fold of flocks,
And the Valley of Achor a place for herds to lie down,
For My people who have sought Me.

Isaiah 65:8-10

“ Before she was in labor, she gave birth;
Before her pain came,
She delivered a male child.
Who has heard such a thing?
Who has seen such things?
Shall the earth be made to give birth in one day?
Or shall a nation be born at once?
For as soon as Zion was in labor,
She gave birth to her children.
Shall I bring to the time of birth, and not cause delivery?” says the LORD.

“ Shall I who cause delivery shut up the womb?” says your God.
“ Rejoice with Jerusalem,
And be glad with her, all you who love her;
Rejoice for joy with her, all you who mourn for her;
That you may feed and be satisfied
With the consolation of her bosom,
That you may drink deeply and be delighted
With the abundance of her glory.”

For thus says the LORD:

“ Behold, I will extend peace to her like a river,
And the glory of the Gentiles like a flowing stream.
Then you shall feed;
On her sides shall you be carried,
And be dandled on her knees.
As one whom his mother comforts,
So I will comfort you;
And you shall be comforted in Jerusalem.”

Isaiah 66:7-13

Gina Higgins

Thursday, March 10, 2011

When We Go Through the Rivers



The Lord created Jacob and formed Israel. Now, this is what the Lord says:

Do not be afraid, because I have reclaimed you.
I have called you by name; you are mine.
When you go through the sea, I am with you.
When you go through rivers, they will not sweep you away.
When you walk through fire, you will not be burned,
and the flames will not harm you.
I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior.
Egypt is the ransom I exchanged for you.
Sudan and Seba are the price I paid for you.
Since you are precious to me, you are honored and I love you.
I will exchange others for you.
Nations will be the price I pay for your life.

Isaiah 43:1-4


Heavenly Father,
When we find ourselves in uncomfortable places and feeling unsettled, unsure, shaken or overwhelmed...lead us to the Rock that is higher than us...and keep leading.

Lead us because we need to follow.
Lead us because we need to know You love us.
Lead us because we need to know You're in control.
Lead us because we need to know You're with us.
Lead us because we need to know You're real.
Lead usbecause we need to know You will.

We need to know You desire to not leave us where we are, but to take us from there to where You are...moving us to a place you've prepared for us...a place above our daily insecurities, ahead of the things that seem to always be at our heels, away from the things that burden, bind and oppress us, and over and beyond the present difficulties of circumstance.

Lead us to the place of healing You have for each one of us.

At Your feet...
Safe in You're Arms...
Where we hear the Word of encouragement...
Where a strong assuring arm is around our shoulder...
Where we feel the covering of our hand with You're hand...
Where You shelter us from the storm...
Where You carry us when we can't walk...
And steer when we can't see...

Where You Sing over us as we rest...
...Imparting joy and laughter to our spirit.
Shining light in the darkness...
...Lifting us out of the pit.
Revealing truth in the rising of Your Son...
Resurrecting in us new hope, new life and new dreams.


May we trust in You and lean not on our own understanding and may we taste and see the goodness of You in the land of the living...and find peace and rest for our souls.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen


Gina Higgins

Monday, March 7, 2011

He Holds Your Heart



In the Potter's hands,
The clay of the earth shaped the Living Temple.
The breath of God; the cry of pure innocence...brought it to life.
The blood of a Savior "taken in,"
imparted a "lasting" communion,
And the lifeblood flowed through,
And covered the Temple in grace.


Gone is the evidence
Of this earthly life,
But for eternity...in our hearts.
Freed from earthly garments
And the grave,
This earthen vessel
Once lifeless and without form,
Now contains a treasure
a heart and Spirit,
A light...
Shining out of darkness.
Full of power, not of us
But of Heaven and the Kingdom.
Giving knowledge of the glory
Of the One who gave His life...
So that we too, might have it.


"Shall the potter be esteemed as the clay;
For shall the thing made say of him who made it,
'He did not make me'?
Or shall the thing formed say of him who formed it,
'He has no understanding'? "
Isaiah 29:16


But now, O LORD,
You are our Father;
We are the clay, and You our potter;
And all we are the work of Your hand.
Isaiah 64:8

Heavenly Father,
Only You could be so well aware of our heart condition...
Over-stressed, wearied, wounded, hard or broken...out of rhythm, overworked or struggling to keep the pace. You have held each and every heart in Your hands and designed it to flow with love and beat to the chorus of heaven.
How easily we take ownership over our hearts; Your creation -- thinking we somehow know best.
If only we might quit guarding our hearts and "let go," we just might see You never have. We just might see the Potter's hands still gently wrapped around the clay, reshaping, remolding, healing and holding...the object of His love, the apple of His eye...for in it He holds the world He so loved that He gave His only Son. Thank You Father, for loving us in a way we will never fully understand until we see You face to face.
In Your Son's Glorious Name,
Amen

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Cause to Celebrate



We are familiar with the old phrase from Daniel about "the writing on the wall." 
In the spirit of God's extravagant love, redeeming grace and resurrection power...I want to suggest we profess and acclaim the "new!"

That God has put a "new" kind of writing on the wall.

I saw it yesterday... and I saw it again, today.
As I looked over at three signs on the wall - with the words HOPE, FAITH and INSPIRE written on them - I saw a celebration!  Light from the window was shining through a prism and there were about 35 to 40 different dots showering the wall in a moving, colorful "rainbow" confetti of light!  It was as though God was saying:

Rejoice! My "light" and My "words of life" are great cause to celebrate! 

Heavenly Father, 
Though the Son often arrives unexpected...when we look for Him we will find Him... and when we invite Him in... He will fill the walls of our hearts with the promises of hope. And just like the prism, as we brilliantly reflect Him, our mourning will turn into dancing and joy will spring up in our heart. We will see the words of life and the promises "to give us a hope and a future" swirling around us, delighting to get our attention. 
Sweetly, You ask us for this dance...a dance of trust...and of comfort and assurance. As our steps follow Yours, we have that kind of "knowing" feeling inside that says to our hearts, "Truly, You have us," if ever we were to fall. 
And so, I can almost see You smiling and hear You saying, right after our twirl, "I think you just might be ready for the dip." 
Lead on...Awesome Savior...lead on.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Gina Higgins